28 June 2012

is thursday again a tough week gonna over soon
next week will be tougher, midterm approaching and the beginning

this few days been pressuring by tutorials and other works that yet to be done
revision also no time
doing tutorials caused no time for revision
well tomorrow is Friday
bp here i come again to go home is to relax myself
of cause i gonna bring back with me some books for me to make preparation for my midterm
i hope it wont be a stressful one

wonder why i always go back?
y only answer is that after so much stress here..
y i cant just go home and rest?
yeah wait for me BP tomorrow^^

19 June 2012

Tuesday, 19 June 2012

yesterday really is a hard day for me but i still survive 

thanks god

i didnt know what i had done to create so much hate 

did i actually do anything?i didnt interrupt your life did i?

i merely be myself being as humble as i could as compare to the one i used to be in secondary school

sorry this is actually not my style for god sake

but now i am doing so as i dont want to be that busy 

i dont want to be that famous as YOU

i just want to have a smooth sailing for this 4 years

i just want to get my degree as soon as possible

but you interrupted me 

words from your mouth really irritating and annoying 

i beg you please stop using my name and spout nonsense among your gang

i know that you are rich so what remember those money from your dad

ya is true that all money might become yours one day 

but your dad have the right to give away all to the charity do you know that?

so why you so arrogant?

k fine with that luckily i have housemates to listen to me

messaged my mum and she called back i tried to stop my tears 

once the call being hang up my tears drop unexpectedly

thanks mum i really dont wish to let you worry about me

i will try my best not to let you down 

complete my wish to be a lawyer 

i miss my home again miss mum's nag and daddy de reminding ><

2nd day of week 3 

having class later on and hopefully i able to understand what he gonna teach 

and moral class in the afternoon surely bored die ><

good luck to myself and people around me 

BUDDHA bless us please

14 June 2012

yeah is thursday again
having class at 9am but i woke up around 6.45am ><
is not that i am hardworking just i also dont know why i wake so early

second week of my 1st trimester of 1st year degree just about to end after another 7 hours of classes
time flies?
yeah i am not ready at all yet but seems like on week 5 presentation and all midterms come together
scary huh
yeah abit
all this while i just wish to have smooth sailing and get my degree fast fast
that is the only important thing to me now

besides also the chances to go back BP as more frequent as i can
as for currently i really wish i can get back home every week
no matter what those bitchy mouths say about me
so tomorrow is friday and i already get my bus ticket to go back BP at 1.30pm
hopefully i will get the chance to have earlier bus at 12.30pm

one of my junior reach malacca and he told me is so fun to be here
and he dont feel want to go home
perhaps is my only problem and yeah i dont think that my junior have such problem as i face

back in home is the most wonderful time^^
i get to rest well and run errand together with my mum and spend more time with her

i got no stress to study when i am back in home and without any worries

hopefully i enjoy my class today ^^

people out there good luck to u all ^^

10th June 2012

today is sunday and tomorrow will begin my 2nd week of beta year
and tomorrow school reopen lo for those secondary and primary students
tmr although no class but i know i should start prepare myself for the challenge
i started to revise my note where the lecturer taught last friday ><
but i just cant memorize all the case name yet
just merely understand the concept

jiayou ya people ^^

i miss u all

if and only if time is allow to be revert.
i believe he will never take his life at the risk.
but his action and all what he did as his wife says is all for his students.
hopefully his students will study hard and not let him down.

unpredictable future.
already regret once for what i had did in the past as well.
promised to myself never regret in doing anything 
never let people who cares about me to worry about me.

i love u al my family and my friends as well as enemy..
hehe although i dnt have any enemy..

7th June 2012

time flies so fast just realize i been not updating my blog for so many months
half year already

so i had completed my foundation in law
which until now i am still wondering did i actually make the correct decision to choose this path
aint easy for me i think
still got four years to go
at my age now i am still spending my mum's money
compared to my cousin who already working and married

over these few months
many things happened wanted and all unwanted
mummy passed away soon followed by grandaunt and cousin-uncle
i dont know why so sudden i recalled the expression of my dad
an hour before he passed away
his image and mummy image will keep appear in my mind just before i can really sleep

really tough to overcome my second and third trimester because all these things occur too sudden
and i unable to manage my emotion well
luckily i didnt ruin my 2nd and 3rd trimester
thanks
i guess papa and mummy surely watching over me throughout the time
mama also gave me a lot of support
i even keep going home more frequent
she never scold because the bus fare aint cheap anyway if i continue doing so

back than after i complete my 3rd trimester i spent almost all my trimester breaks staying at home
and help to clean up to welcome the wanted event at home
eldest bro finally settled down and decided to marry
welcome my sister in law to be part of our family
the ceremony and all banquet ended just yesterday night
the second session of the banquet held in penang
papa's origin...
i can see mama really very very happy this time
now hopefully she can get enough rest after a hectic month doing so much things

my time to prove myself gonna put in 100% effort this time !!
and to complete all my 4 years smoothly

peng you men wo xiang nian ni men