Thursday 01/11/2012

today 1st day of November.
when November arrive we know soon 2012 will end
yeah i woke up kinda early today just for the french class
begin my trimester 2 since last week
this week is the second week
facing a lot of stress i can say
due to too many problem
sometime is not that you wanted to find trouble but there are people want to create problem

trying hard to just ignore but still
this person always appear around
kinda frustrated
gonna study hard and not bother such person
gave myself a super high target and hopefully i can achieve in this trimester
last trimester is a let down to myself
this year i dont allow this to happen
god bless me

thanks and best of luck to all friends ^^
those who are sick get well soon ya

new trimester of 2012/2013

been sometime since i last update
since 1st september ><
well 1st trimester of degree just over
obtain a result which me myself cant accept
but afterall i passed all papers and need not retake.
result to myself i consider as sucks but ppl will say actuali my result is good
is just because the pointer above 3.
seriously i m not happy with that as stil far far from my own expectation

new trimester week 1
i already doing nothing whole day today
if not because of the one hour lecture class tomorrow morning
i wont be in melaka dy
aikz god bles me

1 September 2012

is already September
welcome the September and this shows that another 4months to go
after these 4 months....who know what will happen next

well soon in another 2 weeks time is the final exam
lol i started revision and i dont know what actually myself reading
although i been highlighting my notes
once read textbook sure sleep ><
jiayou la hope this september treat me nice

goodnight

16/8/2012 Thursday

is thursday's night
is friday's eve
tomorrow again begin a one week break very soon as midterm break just over
i am just wondering should i just come back on thursday for a class and go back bp?
but the lecturer says ntg will be affected.
attendance will still be counted as present
should i or should not?

although is a raya holidays suppose to be no burden
but then again after draft out all left over
i still got an assignment to be complete compiling which up to nw
non members send me their part
next a shock is that a sudden assignment presentation of 3 in a group
a 4 minutes presentation right after raya break wtf><
other than that is the revision for the final exam which coming real soon

how m i actualli enjoy the holidays i m doubting

good luck to myself

3/8/2012 星期五

大学第一年的第八个礼拜

又要考试了虽然是小考但是也是会担心

担心自己考不好

担心自己读的东西都没出

担心读了又忘了

自己头脑真的不是很好

也没比别人家的好

人家考试前可以玩可以逢自己却不能

不是我不要放松自己

我怕我一放松就无法停下来

我怕我会一直放松下去

昨天前天也还好

读书的心情不辍

跟自己所别太压力

好好读一切都会没事

今天不知道为什么上上下下

要睡觉不是要读书也不是

希望我读的东西一切还在我脑里

希望竟到考场顺顺利利考完试

然后就回家。。

下个礼拜还有考试，自是想回家休息

让我的身体感受家的温暖

加油我对自己所

加油我的朋友!!!!

18 July 2012 Wednesday

so is week 7
wednesday again and here i am again
so fast the 1st 7 week of my 1st year 1st semester just gonna end like this
had 2 midterm test in week5 n week7
flunk both the tests tell me what next?
need to survive in final exam i need to get a good marks in my assignment,presentation etc
isit possible?
this is what i am trying to do get the research as much research as i can and start working
my time management still not that good but i m trying to amend it

finally yesterday i manage to finish reading the whole chap which my lecturer taught in the morning
guess what he taught super fast even i did prepare before entering the class
but still cant catch up with his speed
anyway i did manage to read up whole chap in a night
but at the same time neglected other subject revision
time management is really important but at least i still got my research and get some result
hopefully it is helpful

today gonna spend my time wiser more....
and i also make sure i have sufficient sleep in the night ^^

got to go for class goodbye ^^
ya i guess i lack of blood hmmm due to the result eat less meat aikz

4/7/2012

tonight dinner ^^

done with my dinner is time to start off with my preparation for tomorrow presentation

today everything is over just pray to the god that i can get good marks in that

i did study may be i m  just not that hardworking

that is why people can write up to pages

and only me writing 2 pages

thanks to the question which i dont even know what the question want from us

somemore asking for cases

hell know what the cases you want us to write in?/

ok is over nevermind time to focus next mission 

take care people out there ^^

28 June 2012

is thursday again a tough week gonna over soon
next week will be tougher, midterm approaching and the beginning

this few days been pressuring by tutorials and other works that yet to be done
revision also no time
doing tutorials caused no time for revision
well tomorrow is Friday
bp here i come again to go home is to relax myself
of cause i gonna bring back with me some books for me to make preparation for my midterm
i hope it wont be a stressful one

wonder why i always go back?
y only answer is that after so much stress here..
y i cant just go home and rest?
yeah wait for me BP tomorrow^^

19 June 2012

Tuesday, 19 June 2012

yesterday really is a hard day for me but i still survive 

thanks god

i didnt know what i had done to create so much hate 

did i actually do anything?i didnt interrupt your life did i?

i merely be myself being as humble as i could as compare to the one i used to be in secondary school

sorry this is actually not my style for god sake

but now i am doing so as i dont want to be that busy 

i dont want to be that famous as YOU

i just want to have a smooth sailing for this 4 years

i just want to get my degree as soon as possible

but you interrupted me 

words from your mouth really irritating and annoying 

i beg you please stop using my name and spout nonsense among your gang

i know that you are rich so what remember those money from your dad

ya is true that all money might become yours one day 

but your dad have the right to give away all to the charity do you know that?

so why you so arrogant?

k fine with that luckily i have housemates to listen to me

messaged my mum and she called back i tried to stop my tears 

once the call being hang up my tears drop unexpectedly

thanks mum i really dont wish to let you worry about me

i will try my best not to let you down 

complete my wish to be a lawyer 

i miss my home again miss mum's nag and daddy de reminding ><

2nd day of week 3 

having class later on and hopefully i able to understand what he gonna teach 

and moral class in the afternoon surely bored die ><

good luck to myself and people around me 

BUDDHA bless us please

14 June 2012

yeah is thursday again
having class at 9am but i woke up around 6.45am ><
is not that i am hardworking just i also dont know why i wake so early

second week of my 1st trimester of 1st year degree just about to end after another 7 hours of classes
time flies?
yeah i am not ready at all yet but seems like on week 5 presentation and all midterms come together
scary huh
yeah abit
all this while i just wish to have smooth sailing and get my degree fast fast
that is the only important thing to me now

besides also the chances to go back BP as more frequent as i can
as for currently i really wish i can get back home every week
no matter what those bitchy mouths say about me
so tomorrow is friday and i already get my bus ticket to go back BP at 1.30pm
hopefully i will get the chance to have earlier bus at 12.30pm

one of my junior reach malacca and he told me is so fun to be here
and he dont feel want to go home
perhaps is my only problem and yeah i dont think that my junior have such problem as i face

back in home is the most wonderful time^^
i get to rest well and run errand together with my mum and spend more time with her

i got no stress to study when i am back in home and without any worries

hopefully i enjoy my class today ^^

people out there good luck to u all ^^

10th June 2012

today is sunday and tomorrow will begin my 2nd week of beta year
and tomorrow school reopen lo for those secondary and primary students
tmr although no class but i know i should start prepare myself for the challenge
i started to revise my note where the lecturer taught last friday ><
but i just cant memorize all the case name yet
just merely understand the concept

jiayou ya people ^^

i miss u all

if and only if time is allow to be revert.
i believe he will never take his life at the risk.
but his action and all what he did as his wife says is all for his students.
hopefully his students will study hard and not let him down.

unpredictable future.
already regret once for what i had did in the past as well.
promised to myself never regret in doing anything 
never let people who cares about me to worry about me.

i love u al my family and my friends as well as enemy..
hehe although i dnt have any enemy..

7th June 2012

time flies so fast just realize i been not updating my blog for so many months
half year already

so i had completed my foundation in law
which until now i am still wondering did i actually make the correct decision to choose this path
aint easy for me i think
still got four years to go
at my age now i am still spending my mum's money
compared to my cousin who already working and married

over these few months
many things happened wanted and all unwanted
mummy passed away soon followed by grandaunt and cousin-uncle
i dont know why so sudden i recalled the expression of my dad
an hour before he passed away
his image and mummy image will keep appear in my mind just before i can really sleep

really tough to overcome my second and third trimester because all these things occur too sudden
and i unable to manage my emotion well
luckily i didnt ruin my 2nd and 3rd trimester
thanks
i guess papa and mummy surely watching over me throughout the time
mama also gave me a lot of support
i even keep going home more frequent
she never scold because the bus fare aint cheap anyway if i continue doing so

back than after i complete my 3rd trimester i spent almost all my trimester breaks staying at home
and help to clean up to welcome the wanted event at home
eldest bro finally settled down and decided to marry
welcome my sister in law to be part of our family
the ceremony and all banquet ended just yesterday night
the second session of the banquet held in penang
papa's origin...
i can see mama really very very happy this time
now hopefully she can get enough rest after a hectic month doing so much things

my time to prove myself gonna put in 100% effort this time !!
and to complete all my 4 years smoothly

peng you men wo xiang nian ni men